1. July

It’s July, I hope that it will be a great month ahead and pray hard that my health will get better when time pass by. I think even the doctor can’t help me. I need my sleep, that is the main reason of my sickness, I believe. But I’ve got no time to even rest well or rather whenever I want to have a good sleep, there will definitely be something out there happening in the living room that create hell lot of noise. Gah!~

Will there be someone out there that is able to feel me? I doubt so eh.

When you tried your best to achieve some result yet failing it over and over again, that feeling sucks much.

Counting on, UT 2 starts tmr and around 5 more weeks I will be off from campus for internship. But it wouldn’t be so easy when portfolio and fyp are both not completed yet.

Time, I’m so behind time for so many things. Sorry, that I am busy and I got no time for every single one of you. I am trying to find time out but I guess quite a number of you just don’t understand. Blame it on me then.

Stop working in order to have more time? I thought of it before but seriously I don’t bear to leave my current job.

I came to realize that you don’t need to do something to make someone hate you, because if they just don’t like you from the start, eventually they will delete you away from their life. What are you fighting for, Friendship that don’t last? Or you just like getting yourself wound.

People can be so weird. You think you really know somebody - your best friend or eve your mom or dad - and then something happens. Something huge and unimaginable, something that changes everything. Afterward you realize you don't know anyone the way you though you did. You don't even know yourself.

I told myself I will never shed a single tear for you again but I just failed to do so.

I'm not exactly sure what my current feelings are called right now.

Moving on without you in my life is hard but I’m doing it fine?

Be wise enough not to be reckless but brave enough to take great risks.

It does not do to dwell on dreams, and forget to live.

So much that are happening in life and it’s hard to explain them all in words. I am falling in love with night life, supper during late night / movie / chill-out session and etc. this is not a good sign. My body clock screwed, I’ve been late for school often enough till I lost counts and cabbing almost every single day to school.

I’m thinking of going back to music, but I am hesitating. Yes or no?

I’m worried much; brother told me that he’s having fever. D: hopefully I didn’t spread all the sickness to him.

Anw, I guess it’s time for me to turn in :DDD

End off with photos spam (not in order and more of them are up on facebook.)